From the very childhood param pujya mata ji was the lover of asceticism, was sharp intelligent very thought provoking nature and had power of taking firm decision, above these many virtues was existing naturally in herself she was serious by nature she was asking the question what is aatma? in her younger age. she was in seach of knowing this ‘meanwhile she came into contact with knower of aatma param pujya gurudev shri kanji swami. by spiritual sermon pujya bahen shri’s inner knowledge lightened her eagerness of attaining aatma became intense she did very much hard work day & night with deepness.